MUST GET BETTER AT TAX EVASION.

This time it will be in a bank account in the Bahamas.

I'm fading.

No

comes to mind. I'm sorry Saiyo, for your problems and for everything else that's gone on in your life. But I have to do something or I wont be here anymore.

Every time I come back from doing something, I come to find I've pissed someone off, or something has happened. I'm wondering about this pattern.


Things could have gone better, but they could have gone worse too, and as a whole, I'm satisfied, if not a bit rushed around because of the need to get things done. Still I'm happy with it. Why wouldn't I be? It's excellent.

Otherwise, I'm bored, I'm annoyed, and also, (yes again) bored. Not to mention confused at some things. But I long ago figured out that it's best if you just let people have their way without forcing them to give any explanation. Bleh.


P.S: I'm bored.

Edit: ...I would do something about it but I do not venture anymore.

Idiot humanity.

Bleh, hermitage is annoying me as well right now despite my distaste for multitudes of interaction.

I give up. I shall revert to the reasonable services of the glass cabinet at my far right.

.... ohshit. 8D


EDIT: ... I'm sorry about your face. ;o;

EDITEDIT: Oh my. u__u;;; I didn't mean to hurl my bass at your face. Honest.


x_x ... I'm reallysorry.


Ohshit.

EDITEDITEDIT: Also um.. I was hoping my SELF didn't hurt anyone.. but if throwing my SELF in messed up any faces.. x_x

To the one who fondled... I'm sorry too...

I edited my edits and am left with nothing more or less...
than an edit.
Also, work is cool and all that shit. Omg. I checked the accounts and .. you know what? I already did that shit, I don't want to write about it when I'm not doing it, if you'd like go to http://www.under-code.net and look at my announcements.
It's special. VERY VERY FUCKING SPECIAL.
We try to make the site as informative and enjoyable as possible.
This is not the site.
This is my journal.
Therefore.
... you get the point. Why am I babbling again?

My moodswing issues need to be posted privately where I can't embarass myself as much as I usually do. e_e People tend to take what I say so seriously, and I really hate being condecended. Like it's a sin to think. If we weren't thinking creatures do you honestly THINK we'd be in the music bussiness, making what is supposed to be creative, insightful music on the human fucking race anyways? No. So fuck that.
I know I have mood problems, but honestly? I'm really tired of being treated like I'm insane/odd/a fucking leper/or being condecended. Welcome to the real world where I'm human too. I don't function exactly like everyone else, and everyone else doesn't function like me. I dont condecend YOU, dont condecend ME. accept that I'm different and move on.
I see a hell of a lot more bullshit around here then my random, introspective posts in my own journal or my random, moments where I'm not doing so well. It's not like I go around setting things on fire, or lash out at people and beat the shit out of them, treat them cruelly, or have affairs with ten percent or over of the music bussiness. So leave me the fuck alone about my fucking philosophical nature.
I guess I'm not allowed to have an abundance of serious thought. Gee, I wasn't aware of that. Maybe you who think this don't know me as well as you thought you did. Maybe you,if you don't like what I write here, take yourself off my personal journal and refrain from commenting on my personal life.
And if I really wrote even half of what bothered me, I'm sure you'd find me quite depressed and 'emo'. Isn't that so cliche'? Oh no, let's not do something considered cliche'. Let's not be human beings, because that's CLICHE'. You know what cliche' comes from? Repeated proof of behavior in a plant, human, or even weather. It's CLICHE that it rains, it's CLICHE, when it comes down to it that a person bleeds when you cut them. But wow, I guess I'm THINKING too much again. I'm so sorry. Shall I use respectful tense and bow down to you in my own home? And if this seems like it comes out of nowhere, it hasn't. I've just held it back. But you know, I'm tired of it. Fuck you if you don't like what I write in here. you want to critisize? Don't. Take yourself off the friend's list. Don't comment on my thoughts, or assume I'm ALWAYS depressed because I happen to think more deeply than you. Go about your own life and think as shallow as a puddle, be happy, reproduce offspring, die, and I'll be sure to mourn for under five seconds, because if I did any longer, I'd be cliche'.

Note: This was originally intended to be private, but I changed my mind. Also, it is in no way directed at everyone. Anyone who thinks any of the things I have argued above is who it is directed at. Anyone who doesn't know why this is there? Don't worry. :)

I'm getting really tired of people fighting, especially on my account.
I need to do a bunch of stress burning things.
But who gives a fuck?

EDIT: The the People of the Republic of the Galactic Force of JuicyFruit have formed an alliance with the Pink Ninjas of the Spatula and have now changed the abduction(And consequent impregnation) target from Zero to Camui Gackt. >[

EDIT: NO HIZAKI I AM NOT A WOMAN AND IT IS NOT MECHANICAL AND I DID NOT GET A SEX CHANGE. >[

EDIT#2: ALSO, IT IS NOT A HALLUCINATION.

EDIT#3: WHILE WE'RE ON THE SUBJECT NO YOURS IS NOT BETTER.

Michirukun has brought it to my attention that we need a set date.

As we'll be joining Loop Ash in a sleep over event. ♥

I know everyone has been busy lately, including myself, but this will be a relaxing, and fun activity.

The following dates are open:
7th or the 18th or-- 13th, 14th, or 16th, depending on schedual, which is better for you? Responses please.

I think I expect too much of people. We're all the same.

Goodnight to every one ne?
Oyasumi Satokun,Akkun,Kaorukun,Kiharukun thank you for being very kind to us all. Even if some things went awry, remember that you had the best intentions at heart.

And to everyone else, Goodnight as well.

I hope Garasan is alright, he seemed very ill. My well wishes to him.

In short..

goodnight.

I


want
to love
humanity.
For it's fualts.


But

humanity

loves my fualts.

And

Forgives



My soul.

And life moves on. As does the use of my cellphone [AIM]. To a greater, brighter future.
Again.

Note the heavy sarcasm laced in that. But before anyone asks. I'm in a good mood.
this is my good mood. Pardon me if it does not involve lovehearts and bubbles and extreme
anime faces full of sparkles.
Or something.

Satochi; here's a thought, help me make an ass out of myself. C'mon, it'll be fun.
I still got to call you, or you me, to check scheduals, though we've been saying that for weeks.
Yah.

Right. umn, I have some things to do. But I always do. No use getting into that unless it's a loving description of how notes inspire my soul into a thread of emo angst and love.
Which it does. Minus the emo angst.

Hmn... what else?

I'm happy. *smirks*

I give up.

Think what you like, continue if you like.
You're ignored.

Subject dropped.

Friends only.

Kisaki is angry.

If you're not careful some delicate part of your circulatory system is going to explode. Take up yoga or something. You're probably making people nervous.

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Obviously, I need to lower my stress levels. *blink*

Again, social ineptitude has made you come off as an arrogant ass.
Please, fucking learn to stay in the background before you say something else.
That starts something else.
And then the magazines get another lovely excuse.
To predominately make things bigger then they are.
*sigh*
Also, please don't lose your temper.

PS: Try not to state anything important on a public level that will gather a large response if you don't want to be an unsociable fuck.

satoch - Thank you for amusing the fuck out of me.

Toshiya, icecream is love. As is aye aye. Even if it does rather resemble a bat.

Uh. Nothing else but work.