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Wed, Feb. 14th, 2007 04:08 pm
MUST GET BETTER AT TAX EVASION.

This time it will be in a bank account in the Bahamas.

Current Mood: accomplished accomplished

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Sun, Dec. 11th, 2005 11:34 pm

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Current Mood: thoughtful thoughtful

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Wed, Nov. 16th, 2005 09:47 am

I'm fading.

No

comes to mind. I'm sorry Saiyo, for your problems and for everything else that's gone on in your life. But I have to do something or I wont be here anymore.

Current Mood: enraged mad

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Sun, Oct. 30th, 2005 06:02 pm

Every time I come back from doing something, I come to find I've pissed someone off, or something has happened. I'm wondering about this pattern.


Things could have gone better, but they could have gone worse too, and as a whole, I'm satisfied, if not a bit rushed around because of the need to get things done. Still I'm happy with it. Why wouldn't I be? It's excellent.

Otherwise, I'm bored, I'm annoyed, and also, (yes again) bored. Not to mention confused at some things. But I long ago figured out that it's best if you just let people have their way without forcing them to give any explanation. Bleh.


P.S: I'm bored.

Edit: ...I would do something about it but I do not venture anymore.

Idiot humanity.

Bleh, hermitage is annoying me as well right now despite my distaste for multitudes of interaction.

I give up. I shall revert to the reasonable services of the glass cabinet at my far right.

Current Mood: bitchy bitchy
Current Music: MUCC: 1979

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Mon, Oct. 24th, 2005 05:27 am

.... ohshit. 8D


EDIT: ... I'm sorry about your face. ;o;

EDITEDIT: Oh my. u__u;;; I didn't mean to hurl my bass at your face. Honest.


x_x ... I'm reallysorry.


Ohshit.

EDITEDITEDIT: Also um.. I was hoping my SELF didn't hurt anyone.. but if throwing my SELF in messed up any faces.. x_x

To the one who fondled... I'm sorry too...

Current Mood: hot hot

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Mon, Aug. 15th, 2005 06:05 am
I edited my edits and am left with nothing more or less...
than an edit.
Also, work is cool and all that shit. Omg. I checked the accounts and .. you know what? I already did that shit, I don't want to write about it when I'm not doing it, if you'd like go to http://www.under-code.net and look at my announcements.
It's special. VERY VERY FUCKING SPECIAL.
We try to make the site as informative and enjoyable as possible.
This is not the site.
This is my journal.
Therefore.
... you get the point. Why am I babbling again?

Current Mood: bored bored
Current Music: Project: Doukei

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Thu, Aug. 4th, 2005 06:17 am
My moodswing issues need to be posted privately where I can't embarass myself as much as I usually do. e_e People tend to take what I say so seriously, and I really hate being condecended. Like it's a sin to think. If we weren't thinking creatures do you honestly THINK we'd be in the music bussiness, making what is supposed to be creative, insightful music on the human fucking race anyways? No. So fuck that.
I know I have mood problems, but honestly? I'm really tired of being treated like I'm insane/odd/a fucking leper/or being condecended. Welcome to the real world where I'm human too. I don't function exactly like everyone else, and everyone else doesn't function like me. I dont condecend YOU, dont condecend ME. accept that I'm different and move on.
I see a hell of a lot more bullshit around here then my random, introspective posts in my own journal or my random, moments where I'm not doing so well. It's not like I go around setting things on fire, or lash out at people and beat the shit out of them, treat them cruelly, or have affairs with ten percent or over of the music bussiness. So leave me the fuck alone about my fucking philosophical nature.
I guess I'm not allowed to have an abundance of serious thought. Gee, I wasn't aware of that. Maybe you who think this don't know me as well as you thought you did. Maybe you,if you don't like what I write here, take yourself off my personal journal and refrain from commenting on my personal life.
And if I really wrote even half of what bothered me, I'm sure you'd find me quite depressed and 'emo'. Isn't that so cliche'? Oh no, let's not do something considered cliche'. Let's not be human beings, because that's CLICHE'. You know what cliche' comes from? Repeated proof of behavior in a plant, human, or even weather. It's CLICHE that it rains, it's CLICHE, when it comes down to it that a person bleeds when you cut them. But wow, I guess I'm THINKING too much again. I'm so sorry. Shall I use respectful tense and bow down to you in my own home? And if this seems like it comes out of nowhere, it hasn't. I've just held it back. But you know, I'm tired of it. Fuck you if you don't like what I write in here. you want to critisize? Don't. Take yourself off the friend's list. Don't comment on my thoughts, or assume I'm ALWAYS depressed because I happen to think more deeply than you. Go about your own life and think as shallow as a puddle, be happy, reproduce offspring, die, and I'll be sure to mourn for under five seconds, because if I did any longer, I'd be cliche'.

Note: This was originally intended to be private, but I changed my mind. Also, it is in no way directed at everyone. Anyone who thinks any of the things I have argued above is who it is directed at. Anyone who doesn't know why this is there? Don't worry. :)

Current Mood: cynical Headache(literally)

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Tue, Jul. 19th, 2005 11:41 am

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Current Mood: indescribable indescribable

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Thu, Jul. 14th, 2005 02:42 pm
I'm getting really tired of people fighting, especially on my account.
I need to do a bunch of stress burning things.
But who gives a fuck?

Current Mood: restless restless

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Fri, Jun. 17th, 2005 09:08 am

EDIT: The the People of the Republic of the Galactic Force of JuicyFruit have formed an alliance with the Pink Ninjas of the Spatula and have now changed the abduction(And consequent impregnation) target from Zero to Camui Gackt. >[

EDIT: NO HIZAKI I AM NOT A WOMAN AND IT IS NOT MECHANICAL AND I DID NOT GET A SEX CHANGE. >[

EDIT#2: ALSO, IT IS NOT A HALLUCINATION.

EDIT#3: WHILE WE'RE ON THE SUBJECT NO YOURS IS NOT BETTER.

Current Mood: weird weird

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